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Remains​/​Reminders

by Chloe Hawes

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1.
You can't carry my sadness like a souvenir It aint something for you to have, to hold, or try to wear Do you remember how it felt to lie in my arms All I remember are the old tattoos and the one birth mark My memory fades like the scars We came so close just to fall so hard Landing near but we still managed to miss the mark Do you remember the first time that I cried All I remember was coming down from those lonesome nights My memory fades with the time It just fades with the time You were kind to a fault it became an art Every time you tried to get the words out, it was another false start While you were falling over another stranger I found myself thinking about you at the height of my bad behaviour And I wonder Did you know I really thought I'd love you forever And I wonder Did you ever stop to consider
2.
What's a one night stand in a place like this I wasn't looking for nobody just replacements, forgotten lips Calls coming through on my phone from people I've never known What on earths going wrong what have I done now And it happened to me last night, Yeah it happened to me last night To me last night Yeah it happened to me last night No matter how hard you try you wont forget that kiss You'll forever taste those lips And maybe one day it hits at 3 in the morning Coughing and screaming, but I never sleep through anyway And it happened to me last night, Yeah it happened to me last night To me last night Yeah it happened to me last night And I can't have forgotten their names Coz I never knew them in the first place And hours went missing Half a night just disappeared I spent my last 50 quid on jager shots with strangers Heard about these nights Never thought I'd be a victim to them And it happened to me last night, Yeah it happened to me last night To me last night Yeah it happened to me last night
3.
Bookends 02:59
He said she can't be the father of your children I said fine, she'll be my partner in crime just like in your secret pulp collection Yeah that's alright How you get yourselves off most nights Yeah that's just fine Aint it funny how they get it just right Like it's played out through your eyes Made with you in mind In the falling out You can fall back in Can't you see, this don't affect the life you lead Me and my friends, just coz we don't fit in the space between your binary bookends That's alright Yeah we didn't choose this life But that's just fine You can get on with yours without taking down mine In the falling out You can fall back in In the falling out You can fall back in In the falling out You can fall back in With all of my old friends The distant memories The ones I never have to see again All of my old friends All of my old friends
4.
Well it was somewhat unsatisfactory to see a shooting star From the passenger seat On the motorway In your ex boyfriends car Well it became pretty clear All too soon The poor sucker didn't have a clue About the kind of things, you and I had been up to Well she works in a bar in town sometimes I run into her Jaws clenched, fists tight I watch him try to watch his words But you needed a Gunslinger, straight shooter Fast drawing, always on to a winner You got Beer kisses, catstrophic misses Cross your heart and hope to die Coz you know that you'd miss this maybe I'm a blessing just disguised as a curse Wont promise you my best no no Coz I'm real damn good At giving my worst Alice said if it begins in chaos, it will end in chaos too All the more I've seen, the less I seem to know But that much still rings true So I'll just keep running round Wearing my knuckles down Grind my feet in the dirt We'll pretend like this doesn't just end in hurt Well the bar where she used to work is all closed down And the flat where we first met is all but empty now But you needed a Gunslinger, straight shooter Fast drawing, always on to a winner You got Beer kisses, catstrophic misses Cross your heart and hope to die Coz you know that you'd miss this maybe I'm a blessing just disguised as a curse Wont promise you my best no no Coz I'm real damn good At giving my worst It's your dimples when you smile The way the light hits your eyes And I could barely take a breath Which took me by surprise And I was hoping you would stay Even if it's the night Then you can let me go Out of sight Still in your mind
5.
Polaroid 02:23
You told me that you found god I paid as much attention to you As I did a Gideon's Bible On a bedside drawer in a roadside motel room Somewhere, I don't know, in the south Negotiate the awkward silence I can't quite believe we broke like this I guess Everything has gotta end And I aint one for forever but, even then We were 19 just had a mutual friend Tell me what did you do with the pictures You had on your wall Did you burn them unceremonious Whilst I found another hand to hold I can't quite remember the summer No destination for this ship that wrecked It wasn't your talk of the future More the company I kept But I swore of the late nights with them I guess I didn't need your help in the end I couldn't tell you what I did with the pictures I had on my wall Didn't burn them, I couldn't rip them up Left your clothes in a bag down the hall Left your clothes in a bag down the hall I couldn't tell you what I did with the pictures I had on my wall Didn't burn them, I couldn't rip them up Left your clothes in a bag down the hall I didn't quite realise the trouble I was in I don't expect you to know But it's a waste of time filling in the puzzle pieces When we lost a square years ago
6.
You really wanna be with this bag of bones? The remains of a train wreck Disappearing up a nose The remains of my cremation Are just another powder for someone to snort And I'll get in your blood stream, like I did with all the rest Walk away from me baby, this aint some kind of test Backwards as I may be, I aint quite f*d just yet And the only things that I'm interested in Are the things that might kill me I'll add you to the list so long as you come visit me in my grave Baby please don't walk away, I am begging you to stay So that I can be the first to leave I'm not sure how but darling you have broken me Well it's nigh on impossible to make a change When it's clear that we don't feel the same way We can't work this out if even we are against us And the older I get the less interesting Can't escape from that ever present feeling that I'm missing something There are gaps that you fill but darling that aint one of them Baby please don't walk away, I am begging you to stay So that I can be the first to leave I'm not sure how but darling you have broken me
7.
Give me sweet tea, honey Give me Georgia sunshine running Out of the crowd, into the sound Car parks in the dark mean something new now You couldn't wait a moment longer Always get what you want now don't ya What's an open road With nowhere to go Jacked up just about ready to explode We can fck to Fugazi if you want to Or lay quiet as the songs play on In the dark I just wanna be near you Come the morning one of us has gone If I'm left weak at the knees It's coz your presence seems to punish me How would you know If I wont say One of us is leaving come the start of the day So let's do it like the French do A guillotine, start a fire or two Ménage à trois, what do you say Start a revolution come the end of the day We can fck to Fugazi if you want to Or lay quiet as the songs play on In the dark I just wanna be near you Come the morning one of us has gone We can fck to Fugazi if you want to Or lay quiet as the songs play on In the dark I just wanna be near you Come the morning one of us has gone
8.
You tried to make me in your image But I must protest I never liked the way, I looked in a dress Or how I felt made up like the girls over there I still can't have my lover run her hands, through my hair But I have your eyes There are some things I have to accept I don't have your heart That was the first thing to have left And I like to run When I taste the first pangs of regret But I'm not a child, and things could have been different We were just strangers conversations under off license lights A familial kind of quiet In the dark of the night But when the sun rolls in I don't remember your face All that remains, the reminders of when things were ok But I have your eyes There are some things I have to accept I don't have your heart That was the first thing to have left And I like to run When I taste the first pangs of regret But I'm not a child, and things could have been different I tried to make myself into something that you could take My immaculate conception can't come too late You can't pry me from my skin Oh I tried, how I tried And I wont waste a second on the tears that you cried But I have your eyes There are some things I have to accept I don't have your heart That was the first thing to have left And I like to run When I taste the first pangs of regret But I'm not a child, and things could have been different
9.
Priory Gates 03:27
Open the priory gates Grab my hand dance me right through the graves Throw a smile over your shoulder Pull your hair back from your face There ain't a god I believe in But I swear you brought some magic to that place I said don't you hold me too close You pulled me in daring all of the ghosts That continue to haunt us both From time to time But I'm not scared anymore And you don't have to do it again No not on your own So wont you lean into me Running ragged around the corners Hold your breath Til you can see Exactly what is coming for us But darling it's already been And gone Drenched by the Scottish rain A sofa bed and a stranger's name Whispered three words in my ear No fear of what I might say These days I fall into you It still remains, reckless abandon of something new So wont you lean into me Running ragged around the corners Hold your breath Til you can see Exactly what is coming for us But darling it's already been And gone

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The debut album, Remains/Reminders by Chloe Hawes.

Released by Nasty Cut (EU), UTB (UK), Mt. Crushmore Records (US)

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released April 12, 2024

SONGS, GUITARS AND VOCALS BY CHLOE HAWES
PRODUCTION, BASS, LEAD GUITARS, ADDITIONAL VOCALS AND MIXED BY STEVE MILLAR
ADDITIONAL VOCALS BY SAM MOLONEY
DRUMS BY ANNA REED
MASTERING AND DRUMS RECORDED BY SAM COOK AT PLAYING ALOUD
ART PAINTED BY WILL CLARIDGE
ALBUM DESIGN BY LUCINDA LIVINGSTONE

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Chloe Hawes Manchester, UK

Chloe Hawes’ unique, transatlantic, sound combines modern British folk with the cinematic sentimentality of classic Americana and a punk rock outlook. Chloe’s triumphant tragedies tell tales of late-night misadventures, lost love and a yearning for both the past and the future with the singer/songwriter at the peak of their powers on debut album Remains/Reminders.

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